i know it’s past thanksgiving, but i didnt have time to get around
to doing this, but its better late than never so here goes..
this year i didn’t go home again to celebrate Thanskgiving
with my family. i’m always thankful to my parents for working
so hard and giving me a good life. i never really fully realized
it until i got to california, but i’m so fortunate and lucky to have
the family that i have. i’ve never really met any friends that have
the same relationship as i do with my family (parents, cousins, aunts,
uncles). so i’m extremely grateful for that.
also, this year i am thankful to all the people i’ve met, whether
we hang out daily or not, whether we still even talk or not,
im grateful to all of you. because in someway you helped shaped
my life to who i am today. whether big or small, a lesson has
been learned from everyone i’ve ever met. also a big thank
you to the people i’ve met in california. i came here with a blank
state and now it’s filled in pretty nicely. you all keep me from
being lonely and make life very enjoyable here. so thanks
again and cheers to all
my senior year in high school before i moved to california, this song gave me a heavy perception of how my life would be like once i moved to california…. hahah….
This past weekend…
was insane. This second Vegas trip was even better than the first! For the whole weekend I think I was only sober for like 4 hours, which were the first couple hours after I woke up. For two nights i slept less than a total of 9 hours, 3 hours the first night and 6 hours the last night. Gambling was hella fucking fun too, i should’ve stopped but my brain couldn’t think straight! I turned $20 into $600 playing roulette then I fucking lost it all and was DOWN $200! Ahh!! But I ended up playing more and by the time the weekend ended I came back up $100. Vegas you were good, see you until next time <3
PS. I’m not ready to fucking go back to school ):
Woo… seeing Kaskade tomorow in Philly at the Festival Pier! I’m super excited to see him, but i’m not too enthusiastic about the crowd thats going to be there. I can already see in my mind the kind of people that will be there, but I’m hoping I will be wrong. After skyping with 2 of my closest friends back in Cali, it made me miss them and everyone back there so much. So because I don’t really talk to people I used to be close with in Philly, i ask for updates on their lives from my sister since she sees them a little bit more. And it just makes me realize how fucking miserable i was here and the life i COULD’VE been leading if I ended up going to college here. I’m so glad I ended up going to school out in California and meeting the people I have met. They’re the kind of people I’ve always dreamed of having as friends. People who are dependable and loving and who I can seriously count on. They’re the ones that are making me want to live on the west coast for sure. I miss cali and everyone so much, going to Kaskade without everyone is going to be a different scenery!
/endrant
everything is honestly better in california. i get asked the one question all the time - “are you gonna live here the rest of your life, or move back to philly later?” and i always say the same thing - “not sure” but i feel like i will be staying here a good majority of my life. if it werent for friends and family back home, i’d probably never go to the east coast lol. i swear if people come visit here at least once, they’ll instantly fall in love with this state. everything is just 10x better here. the people, the schools, the places, the diversity, the parties, the girls, the beaches, and of course, the weather. it’s like spring all year round, i fucking LOVE ittt. you can never frown when the sun is shining!
